I wonder how many tears and how much I’ll be able to avoid the reality about you and me. The signs are clear you only reach me when you need me or want to feel love ‘caused you perfectly know that no matter what I will always accept you as you are and love you no matter what happens.
Well my dear, let me tell you that even unconditional love has a limit when you persist in destroy it and hurt again and again me, please stop doing it, I’m a human being too and I got a limit. I’m really tired of all these, tired of your words your lies and that constant insistence in make me hate you, please if you wanna push me away or take me out of your life just don’t used me when you feel alone just be brave enough to said it to my face and leave me alone once for all please. I suffer already ten times more that you ever gonna be able to bear.

I’m having all these feelings and anguish again, breathing has become really difficult and I’m experimenting once more that sensation of being squeeze so hard that will crush all my bones. It should be under control but sometimes I can’t be able to block my thoughts and emotions, it’s so difficult that end creating this moment of total anxiety.  

The crazy one with a lot of issues and therapy, without social skills…that could be me.

Looks like a really good movie.

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sharingpoetry:

sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think,
I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside
remembering all the times you’ve felt that way, and
you walk to the bathroom, do your toilet, see that face
in the mirror, oh my oh my oh my, but you comb your hair…

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runpineapplerun:

Here’s the thing about plans: you can change them. You can change your circumstances any day. Many times, it doesn’t result in the world-ending horror we imagine. For instance, my plan was to go to Chapel Hill for college. I dreamed of my time there. I wanted it more than anything.

They rejected…

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I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.
Douglas Adams (via parchemin)

(Source: mausspacearchive)

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One of the most amazing things that can happen is finding someone who sees everything you are and won’t let you be anything less. They see the potential of you. They see endless possibilities. And through their eyes, you start to see yourself the same way. As someone who matters. As someone who can make a difference in this world.
Susane Colasanti, So Much Closer (via amq)

(Source: larmoyante)

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